This week has just been one of those weeks when you want to hide under a rock. For me it has been anyways.
The one highlight of the week is the fact that I’ve been able to keep up with uploading on DA [LINK]. I know it sounds like a small thing, but it’s a major thing for me. I had a bad habit of editing pictures and just letting them sit on my hard drive and not uploading them until months later. That’s the main reason it took me so long to get my DA account up to date. Ugh.
The goal is to update every Friday, this is the first Friday since I set the goal. Haha. So I guess I shouldn’t celebrate until I’ve done it for a month.
I was going to work on a dress today, but honestly all I wanted to do was stay in bed. I woke up with a lovely ear ache. It’s not as bad as ones in the past, it’s just kind of like a dull tooth ache. It’s just really annoying.
Since it’s still winter there’s another snow storm coming in this weekend.
I want grass and flowers!
I still haven’t had any calls from all the jobs I’ve been filling applications out for. I think that’s kind of helped with my depression, the feeling that I can’t even get a job…I feel like a real winner. >_<
Something kind of awesome that’s happened this week, my niece is potty training! She’ll be three at the end of May and well her mother hasn’t taken the time really to do it – well to do much of anything with her.
She’s been great at it but she did have two accidents – she wasn’t pulling her pants down far enough. So now she just strips down…I guess that works so you’re not getting your clothes messed up. Haha.
The super funny thing is that her potty is sitting in the living room. So any time she has to use it and I’m walking through or standing in the living room she puts her hand up and tells me to leave. In the end though you’ll do whatever you can to potty train a kid.
Last week my older brother bought her some scented fingernail polish.
Pink – Watermelon, Yellow – Lemon, Orange – Orange, Green – Green Apple, Purple – Grape
I painted her fingernails last week when he gave it to her, and I had to paint her fingernails again today. The bad thing is the fingernail polish isn’t the fast drying kind – which is what a 2 year old needs. So she has spots of it missing on her fingernails.
The fingernail polish actually smells super good. Which I was surprised about because most “scented” things never smell like what they should.
Depending on how my cold is and how the weather goes I’m suppose to have a date Tuesday night.
Honestly I’m scared. I’m scared that I’ll become attached, I’m scared that I’ll fall for him. I know I’m not in control of any of those things, that’s the thing that scares me the most. I’m also fearing him getting here and me just letting him down. Considering the distance between us too…that’s a reason I’m scared to become attached and fall for him.
Don’t get me wrong, I have enjoyed talking to him a lot. We’re both interested in some of the same things. And he’s a really nice guy. I’m just scared of things I can’t control.
Blog Title: San Dimas by Kristopher Roe