Remain Silent With All That You Know

I know it’s been a while since I wrote anything. I’ve just been dealing with some depression. Just seems like everything is falling apart, nothing is working out. I’ve just wanted to stay in bed and be left alone – though that doesn’t happen since I still have to work.

I’ve been staying away from reading anything on facebook too, for the pure reason that 90% of the posts on there are about relationships. I’m just not sure what is wrong with me over the fact that no one wants to date me. Don’t get me wrong I know I live in the wrong area to be who I am. With that said, I’m not going to stop being who I am.

Feminism

Equality

Anarchy

Keep Your Rosaries Off My Ovaries

Supernatural Anti-Possession Symbol

Last week I was able to keep my mind off things by working on patches. I am currently taking orders for patches – I seriously enjoy making them. Ive already had a friend buy one of the patches – the equality patch. I made the patch just for him and instead of the circle he wanted a heart. I think it turned out awesome.

I am wanting to make more patches, but I don’t really want to do band patches. I want to stick more to political and such.

Vest Front

My vest has been going through some changes since I made some patches as well as ordered some new ones. The only new patch to the front of my vest is the anarchy heart patch I painted.

Vest Back

The back of my vest has three new patches: Dead Kennedys, Animal Liberation/Human Liberation & Clockwork Orange. ^_^

I also have a new patch on the side, which isn’t in either picture.

Today I’m going back and fixing the studs on my vest since I had to take some of them off to add new patches.

Since I’ve been doing things like this to keep my mind off things I started looking today for a pattern for a swimsuit. I’ve never made a swimsuit but hey Bettie Page made all of her swimsuits, so I can do it too. I did find a pattern I love, but now I have to wait so I can go buy fabric for it – I have to buy fabric for a dress I’m dying to make anyways.

That baby quilt I’m making I’m close to 30% finished now. I’m still hoping to finish it soon.

BBQ Ribs, Corn Fritters & Potato Salad

Asparagus & Pasta In A Cream Sauce

Scalloped Potatoes & Sloppy TVP

Potato Stroganoff

Blog Title: Collecting Scars by Against All Authority

3 Comments

  1. I definitely know about the depression and whatnot, but I tell you to hang on. It gets better. I promise that much! Hang on and never give up. I too, struggled with depression but don’t let it win. Don’t let your strength go away, you have so much of it in you. I’m here if you ever want to talk about anything.

  2. I hope you’re feeling better! <3 Miss your posts! Definitely take the time to care for yourself though! You are the most important thing! *hugs* Are those dumplings in the last photo?? They look delicious!

  3. I’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling depressed. 🙁 I hope that things improve soon.

    Those patches are absolutely gorgeous! You should open a shop online to sell them. 🙂

    I honestly didn’t know that Bettie Page made all of her swimsuits – she did an awesome job on them. I’m positive that the one you make will look gorgeous!

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