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Biopsy: A sample of tissue taken from the body in order to examine it more closely.

Biopsy is a word you never think you’ll hear in your life.  You always think it’s other people who will have to go through that, you’re the lucky one who won’t have to.

Just the word is scary, not alone having it done.

Cervical Biopsy: Procedure to remove tissue from the cervix to test for abnormal or precancerous conditions, or cervical cancer.

For a female cervical biopsy is the one thing you really don’t want to hear.


Well honestly, the first thing that comes to mind is cancer. Just because you have to have it done doesn’t mean you have cancer. There are other reasons you may have to have it done.

Today, I had a cervical (punch) biopsy done.

Yes, I was scared. Yes, I just wanted to cry.

Having the biopsy done has been the thing I’ve been most worried about. Honestly though, it wasn’t that bad.

The worst part is when they take the sample. It makes you feel like you’re going to start a heavy period – you feel like you’re having cramps. Now the downside is, the cramps last for a couple days. I’ve been dealing with them since the biopsy and sometimes they’re not as bad as other times.

You do spot a little and have some brown discharge due to what they use to control bleeding.

Now the next scary part is discussing the results in two weeks.

Just by what my doctor said before I left, it has me worried about what she seen. I’m hoping I’m just making nothing out of a stupid comment, and it was just her saying there’s nothing there. I honestly don’t know. I mean, two weeks is a long time to worry about something.

Thankfully, I’m sure my boyfriend will be able to help me get my mind off things.

I do have tomorrow off, so I’ll be able to spend the day relaxing. I figure by Wednesday I’ll feel better.

Wow, 2016.

Hard to believe it’s 2016, isn’t it? It may be just me, but it seems last year just went by in a flash. As 2016 starts rolling I’m already planning the first trip of the year. The trip will be at the end of April and we’re going to Waverly Hills Sanatorium. It’s going to be a weekend trip since the drive will be 6 hours just to get there. I’m super excited over this trip because it’s the first one my boyfriend is going with us on. ^_^ I think it’s going to be a lot of fun.

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I’m Still Here

Mad Santa Paws

I know it’s been a while since I really wrote something. Well with worth and everything else going on I just haven’t felt like writing. I know that sounds bad, but I’ve just wanted to curl up and watch movies lately.

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Movie Wednesday: Silent Night (2012)

Silent Night (2012)

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Movie Wednesday: Starry Eyes (2014)

Starry Eyes (2014)

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Movie Wednesday: Almost Mercy (2012)

Almost Mercy (2015)

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Not Much

I know it’s been a while since I’ve actually wrote something worthwhile. Well, I am still alive. I’ve just been working odd hours and lately I just want to go to bed after work. Saturdays I’m now working nearly 9 hours. For the past two weeks though I’ve had three days off in a row. On these days off my body just doesn’t want to do anything.

When it comes to life, I am dating. I’m dating someone I’ve honestly loved for a while. I adore him and I’m happy for the first time in a long time.

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KitNipBox – October


When Stinky was alive I signed him up for a subscription box. He would receive toys, treats and grooming goods in a box every month. Truth be told, he only cared about the treats. Well I signed Ash up for a subscription box. This time I tried a different box, KitNipBox.

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HorrorPack: October


October marked the first month for the subscription package. This is a package all horror film lovers have been waiting for. Just the thought of getting four horror films in the mail every month made me excited, I know that! With that, I knew there was a great chance I’d have the films they were sending. I’m sure I’m not the only horror fan who was thinking that while they waited on their package.

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Survive A Horror Film Crate

Man Crate is a company offering crates for guys, things they’d want to receive as a gift. The guy receiving the crate doesn’t have to have a crowbar to open the box, don’t worry they receive it with the box. Oh and it’s not a box, it’s a wooden crate. No lies though, I want a wooden crate that has to be opened with a crowbar.

The people at Man Crate asked me what I would want to survive a horror movie. After long thought, this post is what I want.

Horror films come in all kinds. You have the supernatural, slasher, “monster”, zombie and the list goes on.

No matter what kind of horror is your favorite you need a few things to survive the movie.

If you were in any kind of horror film, what would you want to make surviving a little easier?

Please don’t think ‘Cell phone, I would want that’. Why? Because you know within seconds of pulling out a phone something is going to happen to destroy it.

I’m going to break it down into the top five items I would want if I was trying to survive a horror film.

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