**After the break you will find a picture of my new tattoo. All body parts are covered, but the picture is topless (breasts are covered, but there is no shirt on). I thought I would give a warning for those who find it “tasteless”**
Thank you everyone for the well wishes. It’s been hard, no lie. Even though it’s been a few weeks I still call for Odie every so often. Sometimes I still sit outside on the steps – in the fence where he would go out to use the bathroom – and cry. I plan to clean that fenced in area off and put a table and some chairs out there so I can have my own little place to hide.
I have the wood to make a marker for Odie’s grave. I’ve just been putting off painting it. I know that sounds stupid, but I don’t want to do it…I kind of hope this is just all a dream.